Female GAY

A physiologically heterosexual female who wishes she'd been born a BOY. She feels alienated by the social standards of gender roles. She may be a crossdresser or consider herself transgendered, but she is probably not transsexual. Her ideal would be to be able to be her masculine self in a relationship with a biological male. If she is open about this, she may be ridiculed by both the gay and straight communities.

Soulmate

When being asked about SOULMATE by her. It tooks me a while to think. what should i tell her. The truth or the lie. it took me a while to arrange the sentence. to it wont be too ackward for me to explain. the voice is about to speak the sentence. in the end of the day. my answer is only "yes and no". why yes and no. yes coz i do have a soulmate. he is the most perfect imperfection man i could say fit to my life. the life where craziness occured every 5 second. where he can fit into my swing2 mood. he able to go with the flow when i act like a kids. like a down syndrom woman. he doesnt care how do i looks like. even i am wearing hidious cloth on earth. how short is my hair and boyish look i have in me. the no part is when he started to act. like a boyfriend to a girlfriend. asking me this and that. with who and why. and no matter what i told him. the answer is always OK. not because the ok part i guess. the asking part making me feel. where is the man which able to accept me for who i am. who can trust me with who i am with. Honey please, you are the best friend i ever could ask from God. i know where all your question will lead to. Marriage will only broke me apart. you are my bff and i pray to God for your happiness. you will never find it with me. you are the mate to my soul. you are the Landlord. sorry